my EX bestfriends

I supposed have done this long time ago, but I needed some time to get over it before I recall all the pains again. 

And I think this is the time, since I'll soon have a brand new life, meeting new people, experience new things--

 I'm going to college in 16 days.

This is for the one who taught me lessons.

You probably have a bunch of good friends in college now, so I bet you forgot one of your best friends or probably

 your very first best friend in high school. We knew each other at age 10, sat beside each other in class for 3 years. 

We were with each other all the time through out that particular 3 years of high school life until the end of our 

senior year. We hung out, skipped classes, giggled and everything that a pair of buddies would do. When we both 

were absent to school, we can be found together at Mid Valley. We saw an Indian man walked in the ladies 

too and laughed our asses off. You're not good in English subject and I helped you. And do you remember

 the time when we studied History at The Spaghetti Farm just the day before SPM? Those good times are 

still remain clearly in my mind that I can feel the pain when I think of it.

I am that kind of person who will be true and treat my friends good. Hence I shared things with you and did

you favors. Even my mom was so good to you that she fetched you when you have transportation problem, 

even though the way you closed(or should I say "slammed"?) the car door can break her car.

A thing that I will NEVER forget is the incident how I got the scars on both of my knees. You do not know

 how much I care my legs that's why you could never imagine how much pain it is. It's a pain that can last 

for a life time if the scars are not going to vanish for the rest of my life. I was so depressed because I can't

 even walk properly for weeks and it took me months to heal. I got this injury because of you but you 

ditched me.

You said we were just go for a visit at your boyfriend's house and hang out after that, but instead I 

accompanied you to his place and you went into his bedroom and made out with him while I was left 

outside at the hall. Eventually, we were going nowhere. You lied to me and wasted seven hours of my 

time on making out. You were cheating on him, you were with another guy when you were with him. 

But did I say anything? I didn't, just because you were my friend.

Instead, my reputation became bad because you spread rumors that I flirt with your beloved boyfriend. 

Hello? Come on, firstly, I never flirt with him. He is not the type that I'll ever feel like flirting with. 

Sorry to say, my admires are much more attractive than your nerdy boyfriend. Secondly, who on

 earth knew that you guys were dating since you hid the truth purposely. You thought I don't 

know that you say disgusting things behind me? You're wrong. You're the one who doesn't 

know what people in school talk about at your back.

I don't know if you were influent by Lam and Wee or you really hated me so much but I can

 tell you that you're jealous of me, my ability on studies and attraction to opposite sex. 

Well after all, you wouldn't have done all these without supporter, so you should thank 

to two of them for transferring  you to be exactly one of them. You're no more a real and 

good girl that I used to know, but a two faces person who's good in acting and like to 

stabbed on people's back and use people around you. I suppose your boyfriends are included.