setelah adam dicipta

temannya hanya tumbuhan
karibnya bersama haiwan
gurunya malaikat gemerlapan
bahagia indah di syurga peliharaan
Hawa dijadikan
setelah adam diciptakan
buat peneman kerna Adam masih kesepian
dari mereka lahirlah kita
keturunan yang asalnya hidup sempurna di syurga
aku adalah Hawa
antara jutaan Hawa yang menantikan kehadiran Adam nya
sepertimana Zulaikha merindui Yusuf
juga Balqis terpanah dek pesona Sulaiman

p/s from faizal tehrani novel
dimanakah Adamku?
mungkin juga Allah pernah menakdirkan bertemu
barangkali dia jauh beribu batu
sedang mempersiapkan diri untuk menjemputku
aku bukan Hawa seperti Khadijah
tidak layak bergandingan dgn Adam sehebat Muhammad
bukan juga semulia Fatimah
terlalu kerdil untuk setara dengan Ali KaramallahuWajhah
aku adalah Hawa yang biasa
masih bertatih merindui Sang Pencipta
kerdipannya tidak secerah mana
kilauannya samar sentiasa
namun aku masih seorang Hawa
yang menantikan kehadiran Adam nya

created

HAWA DICIPTA DARI TULANG RUSUK ADAM ,
BUKAN DARI KEPALANYA UNTUK DIJADIKAN ATASANNYA ,
BUKAN DARI KAKINYA UNTUK DIJADIKAN ALASANNYA ,
MELAINKAN DARI SISINYA UNTUK DIJADIKAN TEMAN HIDUP ,
DEKAT DENGAN LENGAN UNTUK DILINDUNGI ,
DAN DEKAT DIHATI UNTUK DICINTAI .

BUKAN DARI KAKINYA UNTUK DIJADIKAN ALASANNYA ,

MELAINKAN DARI SISINYA UNTUK DIJADIKAN TEMAN HIDUP ,

DEKAT DENGAN LENGAN UNTUK DILINDUNGI ,

DAN DEKAT DIHATI UNTUK DICINTAI .

SouLmates

"I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first

sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in

your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was

exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you

were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way

that allowed two separate beings to hinge together."

- Author unknown

Break the spell and falling in love

You ask, would I fall in love like last time, like how I was with 
him, just once again? I answer, I lost every faith in love. People 
love for a reason. There's no such thing like endless love. 
And happily-ever-after only happen in fairytale. However,
 I believe there's someone out there who can break the 
spell and make me fall in love again. thanks to 

u make me falling in love again...
again... and now... i know that i real love...
thanks to u.... my soulmate(",)

Inspiration by me..my sheLve

                  

"Fall in love or fall in hate. Get inspired or be depressed. Ace

a test or flunk a class. Make babies or make art. Speak the truth 

or lie and cheat. Dance on table or sit in the corner. Life is divine

chaos. Embrace it. Forgive yourself. Breathe. And enjoy the ride."

Becoz of him...

 Because he puts smile on my face all the time.

Because he makes me feel good and needed.

Because he gives me the amazing feeling of being in love. 

Because I melt in his arms.

Because his words are sweet yet true.

Because he takes care of my heart and he is willing to give his to me too.

Because I like to feel his heartbeat.

Because he ensures I can feel his love towards me.

Because I'm the only one for him. 

Because he loves me for who I am. 

Because of him, I becoming a better person.

Because he likes to hold my hand and kiss me passionately.

Because he shows me wonderful things and beautiful places I'd never seen before.

Because he is the only one who can give me everything I want.

17 February 2011

A buque of roses are beautiful, the teddy bear is so nice to hug just like you.

The necklace is gorgeous. The chocolates are sweet.

The view of the lake is breathtaking. The pictures are precious.

Your words melt my heart. Your promises comfort me.

The Valentine's Day was wonderful. You are amazing.

Thank you my hunny.  You made my day. In fact you're the reason of my happiness for every single day.

I'm gonna miss you madly. Please take good care of yourself. i really love you no matter what.

Accidently in Love

                                                               

There was a time when I had everything in my palm. 

I didn't even have to hold it. I didn't expect that one day, 

I might lost all at one blink. Because everything 

was so perfect and blissful. He was the reason why I'm gonna 

regret for life,  knowing being with him made me the luckiest person.

If I had never met him, how my life would be?

I would never knew the meaning of loving 

someone and being loved.

And the meaning of first love.

I'd changed to be a better person, 

when he started stepping into my life 

and being a big part of it.

written: April 13 2011

And the feeling is still remaining the same...

the only difference is I got this feeling 

with another amazing person, someone 

I thought I'd never met.

When the time comes, I just got to get over 

the past and welcome new things with open arms. 

Sometimes I am fear and worry about certain changes 

thinking it might be worse than current situation. 

But then, if I wasn't brave enough to give it a try, 

I will never know how it would be.

It's proven I'm not wasting my time. 

I think he's worthy.

Some day U will see

Do you feel lost?
Remember here's a hand leading you to the correct path, showing you the way, what they call home. You are not lost nor alone, yet you are just confused. Confused by the people around you. Their words might be a candy for your ear but you have to understand, my dear, they are not true.

Indeed he hurt you, however, he is not killing you. Do not hate or angry at him. He appeared in your life and gave you butterflies, and then he is gone at the next minute. This is what we call love. Well, part of love actually.

You shouldn't cry for how badly he broke your heart. Instead, keep it in your mind and never forget any part of it. Every second that you'd spent with him does a matter to your entire life, more or less. After all, you had happy moments with him, and you were truly in love with each other, weren't you? And thanks to him giving you a lesson of life. It makes you stronger.

Everybody is a beautiful creation in God. You were not a mistake, you are so fine. Live life your own, this is the way to show him that you're good without him.

This is for you, my sister, my friend.

my EX bestfriends

I supposed have done this long time ago, but I needed some time to get over it before I recall all the pains again. 

And I think this is the time, since I'll soon have a brand new life, meeting new people, experience new things--

 I'm going to college in 16 days.

This is for the one who taught me lessons.

You probably have a bunch of good friends in college now, so I bet you forgot one of your best friends or probably

 your very first best friend in high school. We knew each other at age 10, sat beside each other in class for 3 years. 

We were with each other all the time through out that particular 3 years of high school life until the end of our 

senior year. We hung out, skipped classes, giggled and everything that a pair of buddies would do. When we both 

were absent to school, we can be found together at Mid Valley. We saw an Indian man walked in the ladies 

too and laughed our asses off. You're not good in English subject and I helped you. And do you remember

 the time when we studied History at The Spaghetti Farm just the day before SPM? Those good times are 

still remain clearly in my mind that I can feel the pain when I think of it.

I am that kind of person who will be true and treat my friends good. Hence I shared things with you and did

you favors. Even my mom was so good to you that she fetched you when you have transportation problem, 

even though the way you closed(or should I say "slammed"?) the car door can break her car.

A thing that I will NEVER forget is the incident how I got the scars on both of my knees. You do not know

 how much I care my legs that's why you could never imagine how much pain it is. It's a pain that can last 

for a life time if the scars are not going to vanish for the rest of my life. I was so depressed because I can't

 even walk properly for weeks and it took me months to heal. I got this injury because of you but you 

ditched me.

You said we were just go for a visit at your boyfriend's house and hang out after that, but instead I 

accompanied you to his place and you went into his bedroom and made out with him while I was left 

outside at the hall. Eventually, we were going nowhere. You lied to me and wasted seven hours of my 

time on making out. You were cheating on him, you were with another guy when you were with him. 

But did I say anything? I didn't, just because you were my friend.

Instead, my reputation became bad because you spread rumors that I flirt with your beloved boyfriend. 

Hello? Come on, firstly, I never flirt with him. He is not the type that I'll ever feel like flirting with. 

Sorry to say, my admires are much more attractive than your nerdy boyfriend. Secondly, who on

 earth knew that you guys were dating since you hid the truth purposely. You thought I don't 

know that you say disgusting things behind me? You're wrong. You're the one who doesn't 

know what people in school talk about at your back.

I don't know if you were influent by Lam and Wee or you really hated me so much but I can

 tell you that you're jealous of me, my ability on studies and attraction to opposite sex. 

Well after all, you wouldn't have done all these without supporter, so you should thank 

to two of them for transferring  you to be exactly one of them. You're no more a real and 

good girl that I used to know, but a two faces person who's good in acting and like to 

stabbed on people's back and use people around you. I suppose your boyfriends are included.